I wish I was prettier, the girls that were there last night were soo stunning. I feel insecure

I’ve liked him for almost two years now and we don’t even talk at all anymore.. The past year every time I’ve gotten close to getting over him, he just comes and stands right in front of me again!

Like today I went to an anniversary party dinner and I wanted him to be there but when I got there and he wasn’t so I kinda just accepted it and I’m like yup algoods like get over him and theeeen I look back to see people come the through the door and it’s him!!

I literally just smiled and I don’t even know we don’t talk at all and I’m too shy to make conversation ugh I just wish he would talk to me first or something cause it’s been soo long since I’ve liked him and I can’t help it but it doesn’t even mean anything so it just sucks

Jai Dev Jai Mangalmurti

shwaas:

Sukhkarta Dukhharta Varta Vighnachi ||
Oh Lord who provides Joy, takes away Sadness and removes all obstacles in life

Nurvi Purvi Prem Krupa Jayachi ||
Who spreads love everywhere as his blessing

Sarvangi Sundar Uti Shendurachi ||
Who has lovely “shendur utna”(yellow-orange fragrance paste) all over his body

Kanti Jhalke Mal Mukataphalaanchi..||
Who has a necklace of pearls around his neck

Jaidev Jaidev Jai Mangal Murti ||
Hail the god, Hail the god, Hail the auspicious idol

Darshan Maatre Man: Kaamna Phurti ||
all our wishes are fulfilled just by “darshan” 

Ratnakhachit Phara Tujh Gaurikumra ||
Offering you Seat studded with jewels for you son of Gauri

Chandanaachi Uti Kumkumkeshara ||
Smearing you with Sandalwood utna and Kumkum on the head

Hirejadit Mukut Shobhato Bara ||
Diamond studded crown suites you right

Runjhunati Nupure Charani Ghagriya ||
Whose anklets tingle in his feet

Jaidev Jaidev Jai Mangal Murti ||
Hail the god, Hail the god, Hail the auspicious idol

Lambodar Pitaambar Phanivarvandana ||
Lambodar Who wears Pitaambar

Saral Sond Vakratunda Trinayana ||
Who has Straight trunk and is Vakratunda and Trinayana (Lord Shiva)
“Vakratunda”one who breaks the ego of he who behaves anti-socially (‘Vakra’).


Das Ramacha Vat Pahe Sadana ||
I am waiting for you in my home just like the devotee of Lord Rama

Sankati Pavave Nirvani Rakshave Survarvandana ||
Please help us and protect us during bad times, my Salutations to lord

Jaidev Jaidev Jai Mangal Murti ||
Hail the god, Hail the god, Hail the auspicious idol